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I made this page a long time ago as a shrine to Takumi Sumino but I hate how it looks and I still do, but whatever.

Routes played: Some routes I didn't see through to its every ending because I got bored. Bold font means I got every ending, I think.
Box of Calamity Route cr: 29 Mar 2026

I really enjoyed the Box of Calamity route. It's my favorite route so far even if it was still bad in execution. I like the narratives about nature and survival, and logic versus faith. My favorite endings from it are 038 and 035.

Ending 036 is the branch where faith was given more credence, and Gaku and Takumi devoted themselves to rituals hoping to appease Eva and ward off evil spirits. It was boring and dragged on hard, but it was nice to spend time with Gaku for a bit. This being the route where faith wins is kind of a let down since I like the idea so much but the route itself was just okay—less than, even.

I think Nozomi killed off Yugamu first because he could have easily seen through the mystery. Notably Yugamu doesn't believe in ghosts and superstitions, and he knows a lot about biology. I think he would have found out about the G'ie early on.

One interaction I found very interesting was between Gaku and Yugamu. Before Yugamu's death, Gaku reported seeing two creatures which he believes are manifestations of Eva's curse. Being a firm non-believer of the supernatural, Yugamu concludes these ghosts must be mere manifestations of his friends' guilty conscience. In other words it's all in their heads. This is his reason to believe that the so-called visitors Gaku witnessed were in fact outsiders invading the school, since had it really been a "ghost", Gaku would have seen Eva instead. It would make sense that an assassin like Yugamu would fare well in these situations and perhaps Nozomi caught onto to this, decided to nip it in the bud to make things easier for the G'ie.

I'm not going to write about this comprehensibly. My idea for an additional branch in the BoC route leans into the faith versus logic theme more. There would be a decision split before the first murder that would decide whether Gaku or Yugamu become the first victim. The two represented faith and logic respectively and it was a simple choice between the two. Maybe a Yugamu alive BoC route would hasten the discovery of the G'ie, or maybe there would be more deaths. Yugamu could be Takumi's buddy here, and he would convince Takumi to work with him as vigilantes. He could be possessed by G'ie, or he's just an asshole in this fan route. G'ie are pests, he says. The final mystery boils down to having to decide whether the true murderer was Yugamu or Nozomi all along. And Takumi could get killed or kill himself again too because he's cute.

Ending 038 is a really interesting interweaving of faith and logic that gives both ideas equal importance. You get it as a result of choosing to keep quite about the invader village. Eva wouldn't have hated Takumi for it. She would have understood. It's a fine choice, and I don't prefer the otherwise (039) anyway. I think it's fine to say that Takumi's delusions were a result of unresolved grief and isolation. Talk of ghosts were given a lot of stigma by the rest of the SDU, making him invalidate his own encounters with something that is definitely real to him. A good leader is logical and efficient and not an obstacle for the others. I also really liked it when his dead friends kept him company. I thought in the end that if Takumi stayed put, his dead friends would rescue him as a reward for not retaliating. It was really sad and cute.

⟵ this is like those videos where babies don't realize they're grabbing their own hair

Paraphenelia

Takumi Jacket – crochet patchwork cardigan
  • hook size: 4mm
  • yarn: 5ply milk cotton yarn (brand from China with the cow on the band)
  • date started: 5 March 2026
  • targeted end date: 16 April 2026 (Takumi's birthday!) (update 16 Apr 2026: I did not reach it)
  • skeins used:

I'm going to get a white hoodie and go to class wearing this getup every day once I finish this.

Progress:

Pictures are not up to date.

crocheted Takumi doll

Zero progress on this one because it takes some planning. I have made attempts but I dislike all of them.

Moko bag – crochet granny square bag
  • hook size: 4.5mm
  • yarn: 5ply milk cotton yarn (brand from China with the cow on the band)
  • date started: 15 March 2026

I had a lot of bright colored yarns in my stash and was really bored. I finished all the squares, I just need to block them before continuing with the rest of the bag.

Takumi Sumino

Art log 18+
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I like him. He's like a toddler in my mind. I thought I was the only one with immense feelings of aggression towards him but it's more common than I thought. He's just designed to be tortured and I can really appreciate that. I think he's like what if Sara Chidouin and Joe Tazuna from YTTD had a lame baby and both of them were absent in his life. I think he's aroace.

Nozomi Kirifuji

I think she deserves to kill everyone. She's too good for Takumi. I really have to have her. I need to know more about her before saying anything.

⟵ made at 35/100 endings unlocked
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Eito Aotsuki

No fuckign idea how to align this text. Fuck you. He's on Bateman levels of losery. He is a misanthrope but still manages to specifically be misogynistic too. I think being born male is fundamental to his character Not in the bioessentialist way but in the How he's socialized way. He fascinates me like how Hisoka from HxH fascinates me: interesting character that's fun to dissect but he's infuriating. Except I actually dislike him, while I like Hisoka. I have a theory: Eito is Nozomi and Nozomi is Eito. No proof all feeling.

hundrED line

I really like that the two main guys both have puffy silhouettes, like are they hiding something. I think it would be really cute if they were both fat actually but it's even more cuter if they weren't but thought they were. They can bond over numbers and food!

  • Takumi has anorexia nervosa, binge-purge subtype. He likes to weigh his food.
  • Eito has avoidant/restrictive food intake disorder (ARFID), avoidant and aversive. He likes to pretend to share the same body image issues as Takumi.
  • Takemaru takes care of them.

Best Friends love to compete with each other!

Eating habits of SDU members and their favorite foods:
  • Takumi - nothing
  • Eito - apples and oranges, skim milk
  • Darumi - small, sweet foods
  • Gaku - processed, cheap, street foods
  • the Tsukumos - expert eaters, don't need help